Poems by Gayatri Devi Borthakur

In search of that accomplished tree
Under which accomplished tree
A certain prince acquired accuracy
Supremacy
Became enable to enroll the definition of grief
In a fistful seeds of mustard
Today I willn’t narrate the story of that supreme_Buddha_
To enchant the legacy of the _Jatakamala_
Isn’t my aim too at this moment
I even don’t have the treasure of wisdom
Nor I became bereaved
For the swan of the Kapilavastu_*
In my childhood
Neither feeling the captivity of oldage or of disease
Is covering me
Still
I want that supreme, accomplished tree
To support my decaying soul
I am in great need
Indeed
That accomplished tree
For me is like a medicine
For my existence
To be present
In the present
Slowly
My poisonous breathe
With an aim to swallow me
Is sprouting
Like the python of the fairy tale
In my abode
Is a abode of weevil
Like the image of the insect
Which dislikes the greenery
Is starting to perish me
Is mincing me
I just want to rest
For a little while
Under that accomplished tree
Perhaps
I will be in illusion for that shadow
I don’t have any concept of salvation
I only wish to established myself
Only and only for my reincarnation
For my rainy future
To conclude
I may say
My father was only a soily farmer
The concept of supremacy is like dream for me
Too waiting the incomplete chapters of my life for light
That’s why I desire to be the mystic meditator
To revive the shadow of my life
To vow to be that accomplished prince
I
I just need that accomplished tree
It’s an urgency…
* The birth place of _Buddha_ .
Never ask a river about her age
Never ask a river about her age
A river surveys life
Measures experiences
Gathers seeds
Row or ripened
Sometimes in the moonlight
Uses to talk with the stars about the Sky
Or follows the tune of a yatch– heard or unheard
Sometimes
Recalls the stories
Stored in her bosom
Sometimes a river opens the sack of long conversation
Sings the myths
One by one
In a low voice
The shadow in the deepest corner of a river
Is always mysterious
Can’t be declared firmly
So in every step
A river has to face velification
Needs verification of her actions
Though there is no any plan to be a dead branch
Leaving the currents
Has to carry the sheet of disrepute
Still
Never ask a river about her age
A river ,like a woman
Is the very first School of life …
For whom _Radha_ is waiting..
For whom _Radha_ is waiting
On the mooring
Your _Krishna_ will come
Will play the flute
In the primitive tune
You will dance
In emence happiness
Your are submerged
In the imperishable stream of colours
The seven tunes of that magical flute
Must be like the sacred texts
For you
Must be in your mind
Must be in your heart
Must be in your prayers
Must be in your eyes
Must be in your dreams
Must be in your blood
Must be in your gestures
Must be an essential
Like breathe
Do you use to embrace those by analysis
Or is becoming inseparable from you
Day by day
Can you!
Can you Radha !
Feel the grief of the basil tree of the front yard?
Who are you !!
You too
Is like that plant..
What you haven’t?
What is there in your love?
In his name
In his fame
In his glance
In his smile
In his flute
In his entrance
In his establishment
On the mooring
For whom you are waiting for
your sacred aspiration will come?
Will he?
_Radha_ , you are a captive of incantation
Don’t you know that _Radha_
An ocean never
Estimates
Or cares for
Its flowing water
Only and only
A fertile address of pleasure is longed for…